I don’t want to be something that just comes and goes.(via betweenarms)
There is no magic cure, no making it all go away forever. There are only small steps upward; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn’t matter anymore.Wintergirls, Laurie Halse Anderson (via neurologies)
He looked at me like I was crazy. Most of my lovers do, and that’s partly why they love me, and partly why they leave.Jeanette Winterson (via budddha)
we drink and we smoke and we don’t careccigaret-te (via ccigaret-te)
"I sleep. I inhabit sleep firmly, willing it, wielding it, pushing away dreams, refusing, refusing. Sleep is my lover now, my forgetting, my opiate, my oblivion."
It doesn’t hurt unless people point it out. But other than that, I’d be numb and oblivious to what hurts. And I’ll be happy still.
did you ever become friends with someone so beautiful? and then they started telling you about the douchebags in their lives that did horrible things to them, like cheat and lie. and the only thing running through your mind is “who would ever want to hurt someone like you?”
If there’s someone you absolutely miss, you might find yourself talking to them a lot in your mind, creating those fake conversations with them and you answer yourself in their voice in your head. Maybe it’s a girlfriend who dumped you or you know someone who died or that sort of thing, you adopt their personality or the memory of who they were as a means of staying close to them.Matt Berninger (via tellmefive)