I spent my first march with 2 of my girls. They were teaching me how to ride a bicycle. And i thought of you dad.
I thought of how you were supposed to teach me how to ride a bicycle when i was much younger, but instead things happened and you’re not here at the moment. It’s not fine and I’m not going to lie and say that I’m okay. There are days where i still think about you because my friends talk about their dads or i see a baby running to hi/her dad. It hurts. Because as much as I can remember the things you’ve done to hurt my family and I, vividly as if it happened yesterday, i forgave you.
I wonder if you think about us. The fact that you’ve got 3 daughters and 1 son. And my mom, who trusted you and loved you so much she endured all of the hardships you put her true. I forgive you dad. But, I’ll never forget.
I remember it all too well..
This month has been a rollercoaster ride. I’ve been at my lowest and my best during these 28 days. I’ve created many memories, both good and bad. Lost a couple of friendships, and gained plenty more. I spent my time with the ones I loved and I cannot be more happy. I never regretted though, those times that were harsh. It definitely had taken a toil on me, but i know tough times does not last long and eventually, there’ll be a rainbow after every single storms.
I started the month, literally by spending with someone I thought would make a huge impact in my life. But after a few days later, it didn’t happen. I wasn’t looking for anything but someone came. He is extremely sweet. And caring. I’ve known him for 1 month now. We’re learning a lot from each other. Of course there are days when I’m being an ass but he can take my bad days better than most of my previous dates. So, yeah haha. We’ll see how it goes from here though. After all, if it’s meant to be, it will be right? Haha.
So, right in between the month, i had many ups and downs. I made it though. And I’m proud of myself. Also, thrown to me is plenty of tests and common test. I wonder how i did though. Only have my Tamil results and i didn’t do as good as i wanted. Hmmm. But i tried. Oh and i did my first run with my girls. It was fine. :) would definitely do it again. If it’s cheap HAHAHA. #nomoneylasiah
Towards the ending of February, which was today. 28/02/14. I had made myself proud again. 6th for cross country. And I’m extremely happy. Because i know i tried my best. Who would have thought i could do it? A huge ass shoutout to my girls, who told me i could do it when i doubted myself so bad. I love you, girlfriends. I cannot wait for our future endeavors together. I’m sure it’ll be amazing.
I’m welcoming march with my huge arms, spread out! Of course 4 of my girls birthdays are this month!! I cannot wait hehe. Also, there’s arvind birthday. And more tests coming up. But whatever it is, i know I’ll be fine. With my friends and my supporter(sg).
I’m so tired. Probably will have an early night mehhhh. I hope y’all had an amazing month previously and a great month ahead. Lots of love and encouragement from here. X
F teachers who say that their students don’t try. Like I’m trying. Why can’t you see it?
I think I’ve always been half out of my shell and half in. Sometimes I can be extremely wild and sometimes I can be extremely shy. It just depends on the day.
Me one-hundred percent.(via abeautifullllmess)
I heard it all before.
write her a letter, send her a flower, love only gets old if you let it.
whose arms would I run and fall into
if I were drunk
in a room with everyone
I have ever loved.
Creating my own poem. I’m gonna give it a try.
How much you eat at a single meal has absolutely nothing to do with whether or not you’re a good friend, daughter, mother, sister, aunt, thinker, worker, citizen or overall human. Nothing you consume will ever diminish how valuable you are in those areas that count so much more.
Don’t be bitter just because you don’t have a valentine this year. Better yet, make the most of it. Go out with friends, catch up with people from the past, buy yourselves new clothes and some chocolates. Life’s not that difficult.
Will you trace my walls and see which edges make me soft?
Will you still try to get close despite knowing it will be difficult?
Will you look at me the same way once I open the gates?
Will you still be there in the morning when I show you everything about me? Once you learn about the secrets I keep hidden? Once you realize I’m not as beautiful as I make myself out to be? Once you discover that I am as broken as a shattered glass? Will you still be there as I fix myself?