Seeing you again after all these years made me believe a person can fall for someone twice, or possibly even a third time. Just one look. One stare. One encounter at the right time, at the right place. How you can still feel that heart race, even though there’s no longer any chance of ever rekindling any sort of romance because of how events from the past fell and shattered your future. Every single time I see you, it’s like I’m reminded of the love I still have that never really left.Keen Malasarte, Sometimes I wish you would say something. Sometimes I wish you never look away and walk the other way. (via acupofkeen)
I miss you. Not missing your lovely words, everlasting love or even your silly jokes which make me laugh so hard at the end of the day. I miss your voice. That same voice which helps me sleep better at night. That same voice which is more or less my lullaby every single night. Do you miss me too?
It’s not the same anymore. I’ve got to get through routines which make me so unhappy. I’ve got to face laughter and force my smile. Every single time. The world doesn’t stop for two broken hearts, does it? I’m so sick and tired of every single thing. It’s not the same, come back.
I hope you sleep better at night, nowadays. Because you deserve a whole garden whilst I was just a wall flower. The love you gave me is one to remember for the rest of my life. Dramatic? No, not really. I miss you.
I’m going to sleep now again. I can escape reality for another 45 minutes before getting up to face a new day without you. I miss you. I hope you’re doing really well. Because, frankly I’m not.
So when you came back, I thought it’ll last forever. But little did i know, your hello was just another silly goodbye of yours. How can I be fool, time and time again by you?
I hope you’re happy though. If it’s even real to begin with. I wish you both my happiness and ever-lasting blessings.
Nights like these,
I wake up in the middle of the night.
Missing your presence but I don’t know why.
Thought of texting you, but I’m holding back.
Why don’t I?
I’ll remember all the nasty things you say about my family and I.
How can someone be as cruel as you?
And I’ll start to hate you.
Nights like these,
I wish everything fades away.
Feelings, people and time.
The only time I get a friend who unravels me on her own. But I keep blowing it off.
"Nobody said it was easy. It’s such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy. no one ever said it would be this hard. Oh, take me back to the start."
Woke up missing you.
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